Sunday, July 5, 2009

who am I...

this has to be instantaneous to be more plausible...

I am currently a teacher in a university.. one facebook friend ask me what is it that I teach I said LAnguage and litearture and he was surprised that a twenty - year - old lass like me is actually a teacher in a university...

frankly, I'm not the super - woman - brainy biatch but just average ( my I.Q test showed an AA actually... hahahaha)... People, say I am both beauty and brains,they said that... I am proud of the things I achieved... I sweat for them, I cried, I spent sleepless nights and the like..., I am arrogant... People tell me that I am humble but I tell them I am aware of what I have and what I do not have... I flaunt what I have and I accept what I don't have; eventually, we will realize that everything has a purpose...

What else? I am frank and tactless I say what I see, I speak what I want to, that is my western heritage. I am  a backbiter... I observe and share my observation.. That's it.....

I confront my enemies .. heheeheheh... because they cannot face me.. they stab at the back.. You know the style of idiots and mongrels??? Honestly, I don't know them... They are ghosts and nigthmares I envisioned.. Hmmm..but I have friends, lots of friends and they have classifications... My first friends are the forget - me- nots, they are those I remember but I do not really miss . Second, are my traitor friends, that speaks for them. Third are my MILLK friends - the gang who loves me and accepts me, plus my dorky friends - those not only sensible but really brainy fellas... then I have my desperada friends - those that I go out with especially during shopping, eating, "emoting" etc... girl thing whatever... and the newest are my NAAWAN gang..my roomates, my work mates and my mates in all our misamis orietal escapades...

I am married but not yet wed.. haahah .. (not in six - seven years)... I'm just super committed to my lovey .. maybe I finally found someone who knocks me off my feet.. hahaha... bwahahahaha.. LOL.. hmmm... I'm pretty sure about my feelings this time... When real, true, genuine love strikes us, flirting suddenly quits entering our lustful minds and thirsty bodies..

Me? I think I am bad but people tell me that I am good. I don't know what makes me bad, all I know is that  all the good things I did are not enough to consider me a really good person.. We don't really know where is actually the boundary of such abstract ideas... If you know tell me...

What else, ammm.. I love both the hot-cold cosmo life and the bocolicious rural air.. but I love the former more... perhaps not the kind of half - baked people in it but the kind of comfort it gives me.. I love the sofa more than the bamboo chair.. or the DVD player more than the battery - operated radio..get that? But I can live in both standards..

Generally, I love life and all the people I meet in my journey.. I love to live and reach the world beyond my limitations..